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CLINICAL WHITE ROOM

Born in Rio, born in Alaska.
Born in London, born in Berlin.
Born in Paris, born in Ohio.
I was born in a clinical white room.

It was the first time – first time in my life
That I felt deaf and dumb and blind.
Could you already hear me cry?
HEAR ME CRY!!!

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Refrain: I live in a clinical white room.
I’m trapped in a clinical white room.
I’ll stay in this clinical white room.
Until I’m out of this clinical white room.

I live in a clinical white room.
I’m trapped in a clinical white room.
I’ll stay in this clinical white room.
Until I die in this clinical white room.

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Live in Sidney, live in Atlanta.
Live in Munich, live in Detroit.
Live in Dublin, live in Havana.
I just live in a clinical white room.

I hope that sometime you will get me out -
Out of the misery I’m in.
I want to leave this room one day.
RESCUE ME!!!

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Die in Vienna, die in Canberra.
Die in Jersey, die in Stockholm.
Die in Moscow, die in Chicago.
I will die in a clinical white room.

Feel like a victim – a victim in chains.
I cannot move, I cannot break.
I’d like to see the angels now.
DELIVER ME FROM PAIN!!!

(C) by VIRTUAL VICTIM, November 2005

NO ESCAPE

The room is cold, dark and empty
You are alone, you think that this world’s unreal
So close your eyes and listen
To what your mind is gonna tell you now!

You hear the call, you hear the warning
You hear the voices talking inside your head
Depressive thoughts control your body
You feel ashamed ‘cause there is nothing at all!

* * * * *

Refrain: You try to leave but you will stay here forever
You can’t escape from this dimension of life
Just turn around to find the answer
Why you’re supposed to be a victim – at times!

You try to leave but you will stay here forever
You can’t escape from this dimension that we call life
You don’t care for wonders
‘Cause you’re supposed to be a victim – at times!

* * * * *

You want to live – to live in your own world
You try to keep – to keep yourself alive
Ignore the wounds from past times
Until you find another place to hide!

You count the days, you count the hours
You wait for love, you wait for the final thrill
Expect your last conviction
You terminate this painful game called life!

(C) by VIRTUAL VICTIM, August 2005

AWAY

You’re standing right in front of me
At least I think you do.
You are so near but far away
I can’t believe it’s true.

I want to feel your breath I want to
Feel you touching me.
I want to hear your voice I want you
To be here - alone with me.

I try to speak some words to you
Try to reach out my hands for you
But truly fail before you slowly fade, you fade away!

I try to touch your face, my dear
I try to feel your skin so near
And realize it’s just a secret dream; it’s just a dream!

* * * * *

I cannot bear the pain in me
Because I long for you.
I don’t deny the tears I cry
When I remember you.

It seems to me as if there was no
No other way out.
Nevertheless I keep on asking
There are too many doubts.

Why did you suddenly leave me?
Was it really our destiny?
When will we ever meet again, when will we meet – meet again?

I wish you hadn’t gone before
I wish you could return once more
I wish this dream would never end – now you’re away, you are away…

(C) by VIRTUAL VICTIM, March 2005

She's twenty-one and she's addicted
She is obsessed by your false love
You make her feel so scared and helpless
At night she cannot sleep anymore.

You always hurt her without reason
She suffers from your silent force
You are the judge, you are the leader
You say what's right and you say what is wrong.

* * * * *

Refrain: You're playing with torture
You're dealing in pain
You won't live forever
Why don't you stop this old perverted game?!

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When she believed in her existence
Believed in God, in love and truth
She was protected from the inside
But now she's trapped in her world of doubts.

She needs your help, she needs your shelter
Instead you leave her all alone
And keep on punishing your victim
You'll never risk losing your control.

(C) by VIRTUAL VICTIM, January 2005